Pornoviolence

 

I have to acknowledge a little bit of gratitude toward my not-so-well-trained dog.  During my recent illness, I glimpsed this clear simplicity of presence—no anxiety, no longing, little inner conflict.  Just the simple satisfaction of sleeping when I wanted to, the cool sweet taste of ice cream bar, the lack of inner conflict when my mind offered only:  It is time to take a nap.  Right NOW.

 

Now that I’m up and about, I’m trying to take that show on the road—trying to still some of my thousand inner voices and be present to whatever I am doing, recognize and turn toward a simply call or need.  That’s more difficult than you  might think.  This morning, I might have completely missed the morning walk that I was taking, lost as I was in pornographic fantasies, if Cosmo hadn’t seen a squirrel and bolted, jolting me nearly off my feet.

 

It wasn’t that kind of pornography.

 

Ten years ago, I read an essay by Tom Wolfe, entitled “Pornoviolence.”  It was an old essay even then—but I find I’m finding it more relevant with every passing year.  In the essay, in 1976, Wolfe argues that the problem with the growing violence in media isn’t just—isn’t even really just—the violence.  The problem is its pornographic side.

 

And still, it’s not exactly that kind of pornography.

 

Wolfe defines pornography as anything that sparks desire, rather than, for instance, appreciation.  When you see the Mona Lisa, for example, most folks don’t want to take her from the frame and tear her clothes off.  There’s something about art that holds us still, and present.  Wanting to see, appreciate, experience—instead of longing to possess.  But, Wolfe asserts, the producers of pornography—that kind, as well as advertising or tv—want to inspire exactly that possessive urge.

 

Wolfe says that advertising is pornographic at its core.  You admire the car’s engineering, certainly.  But when you begin to think of selling wife and children just to have those long sleek lines in your garage…well, then you are responding just as the marketers have hoped.  And you’re responding in a way that Wolfe considered pornographic.

 

The real problem with television violence, Wolfe argued thirty years ago, is that we always see it from the weapon’s point of view.  We always see it from the satisfaction of the one with power, with the implacable force to destroy.  His concern about the gunplay of his day seems—well, quaint—in our current atmosphere of videogames, dramas justifying torture, and the opportunity to watch as real missiles hit their real targets.  We watch the plume of smoke bloom at the crosshairs on the screen, but miss the other truth of bodies torn to pieces, people dying, blood there on the street.

 

This morning, on my dogwalk, neither sex nor violence captured my attention.  I was wrapped in fantasies of porches:  banisters and balustrades, railings, roofs, and wooden steps. Girlfriend and I intend to rearrange and rebuild our back porch one day.  Ostensibly, I ogle all the neighbors’ porches “just to get ideas.”  This may be the renovator’s version of flipping through a Playboy, just for journalism.

 

I can’t get down the block without falling into lust and envy—two of the seven deadlies.  I want that curve of soffit, that mahogany up on that deck.  I even like to say the words, build up an incantation.  I dream of building, shaping, owning.  I wander down the sunlit sidewalk with my head down in my basement.

 

Until Cosmo nearly sends me face-first into curbing, for the simple joy of SQUIRREL.

 

The issue with this pornographic state of mind is everything you miss when you are in it.  The human that well-built babe, the suffering beneath that missile’s plume, the beauty of this blue-sky morning in the springtime in Virginia.  And missing what’s in front of us is a habit I find dangerous, destructive, sort of terrifying.  The same skill I used to tune the roses out, I used the other night, to walk on by a person sleeping on the sidewalk in the rain.  I have this hunch that noticing the way the roses bloom just as the azaleas start to fade might kindle up a sense of wonder, an overwhelming gratitude that might in their turn spawn a bit of mercy, sympathy, imagination of the kind that just might help us recognize—and end—the violence a world away, the violence right at our feet.

 

© 2008 Melissa Capers

[Here’s a what’s the world coming to moment… I tried to find a link to Tom Wolfe’s essay,

for citation and to share.  Instead, I found a plethora of sites where you could order up a term

paper all about it. Made this teacher’s heart sink.  I never spotted the original.]